when i want to sketch something my mind doent’t want me to be there with the sketch, but rather its wonders to the abyss,

as if, with deliberate effort i don’t want to put meaning, through thought and planning but rather my hand flow to create some meaning through this mental chaos.

when it comes to lighting, I am always wrong, because I never want to be right in the first place.

I know I am wrong…I think its the just process, with a larger time scale

I will not impress anyone….sad sad.. :(

BUT i don’t pitty myself